DUH.

So I just figured out why I have been a total psycho and feeling physically ill and awful for the last week. 

PMS. 

For a few days every month for about 20 years now I start to feel extra fat (even when I only weighed 95lbs) and I am extra emotional and start crying out of nowhere and I get severe headaches and nausea and bad stomach issues. Yet, every time I start my period I am shocked as if it came out of nowhere and was a total surprise and then I say to myself "Ohhh! That is why I was feeling this way!" Why do I never connect it? It is really bizarre. I suppose I should keep a calendar and maybe I will be expecting it from now on.