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How can I get in the habit of writing in this again?

DEFCON 1

DO NOT WANT.

I have a fear of DEFCON 1. What an odd fear. When i think about it I want to cry. Tony thinks it is funny that I am scared of it. He won't talk to me when I want to discuss how scared I am about it ever happening.

We are so lucky to live in a country that we feel generally safe most of the time.

:)

Life is good, and getting better. I am looking forward to what the future holds. It is scary to say that, I feel like life will slap me in the face the second I try to be optimistic. I am trying to write but my husband is badgering me about something. As per usual. I wouldn't have it any other way. Haha.

Please

I want a fucking cupcake. :)

I said please!